well lets see.. life.. lol umm.. not much has been goin on lately.. i went to see the Village with JJ and Correh and Steph on Sunday i think it was okay but the ending was quite.. stupid lol... hmm tomorrow im goin to get all my shit for school.. i get knots in my stomach jus thinking about that i really dont wanna go back every other year the summer has seemed exactly long enough and this year i only have 3 weeks left before school AHHH im gonna go crazy!! well a good thing is that JJ will be at our school this year.. hmm Im stayin at Mias on Thursday and Friday i was sposed to stay at Correhs on thursday but now shes stayin at mias and their goin on a double date.. to bonduel.. i dont think JJ wants me to go to bonduel with them.. he was getting pretty angy last night when I was talking about goin with Mia and them and then he said I can already see it.. adn im like what? and hes like nothing and im like JJ what? and he wouldnt tell me so i was like does it have to do with me? and hes like yeh.. and i was like what? and hes like nevermind just go to bonduel i dont care anymore.. and then i was like well if you dont want me to go i wont.. and hes like just go i dont care.. and i was like no im not gonna go and hes liek i dont care about anything just go so yeh.. we kinda got in an argument about that..so i suppose that i will just go somewhere else while Mia goes to bonduel.. maybe i can hang out with Jessy that day.. or JJ if he wants to.. I have to go jump on him Friday morning so maybe i will hang out with him all day.. who knows.. Saturday i have a family reunion wohhooo great fun NOT i hate family reunions they suck especially that side of the family cuz i havnt seen any of them since i was like 2 err i hate it and then they all come up to me like AMANDA youve grown up so much and its liek who the fuck are you? well whatever.. its gay.. i suppose that thats about all i have to say.. umm.. yeh it pretty much is.. but yeh quote time.. <3Manda Joy<3
*Just for the record knowing when people are only pretending to like you isnt such a great skill to have*

*YOu cant live your life for other people youve got to do whats right for you even if it hurts some of the people you love*

*Bad things in life open your eyes to good things you werent paying attention to before*

*Id rather have 30 minutes of wonderful than a lifetime of nothing special*

*I try to be myself, its not always pretty or happy but its me*