Entry: Babysittin.... Wednesday, August 11, 2004



wow.. i dno where to start.. this week has pretty much sucked.. JJ dumped me AGAIN on Sunday.. then i heard yesterday that he was gonna ask me out AGAIN and it made me all happy but then when he was gonna do it on the computer i was really hyper and he was like ur too hyper nvm i dont wanna ask u anymore and hes like i was gonna ask u out again but ur too hyper and i was like well damn and hes like thought u didnt like me then i was like uhh yeh i like u lol then hes like oh well bubye and im like whatever lol so yeh.. then i went over to mias to get my stuff that i left there and we were kinda flirting and stuff then he found a piece of paper that was in my pocket cuz the day he dumped me i wrote all this bad stuff about him on a piece of paper and shoved it in my pocket and i didnt want him to read it so i took it and i put it in my mouth and then i chewed it up and threw it in the garbage and he got really mad at me and later that night he was on the phone with my sister and he was like i hate her im not gonna talk to her ever again if she dont tell me whats on that paper so i told him and hes like im gonna cut myself and im like JJ! and hes like I am i have 3 more than u right now and then i started crying and i was like i stopped i stopped im not gonna do it anymore and hes like i know but you cant stop me and then he gave mia the phone and she was like well you know u made him feel like shit fer sayin that and i was like well it was the only way i could get my anger out and it didnt help anyways and shes like well i guess im gonna talk to him then ill call u back and i was like okay but then she never called me back so i dno whats goin on with him or anything andrew asked steph back out yesterday then dumped her again so i dno its all so stupid and it makes me mad but anyways im gonna do the quiz chrisseh had on her blog..

1. name some of ur girl friends. Abbi, Hilary, Chrissy, Correh, Mia, Jessy, LIbbeh, Kayla, Annie, Kelsey,MLE , Gracie Lou, Kendra,Mariah, Destiney, Tracy, Chelsey, Nikki, Ally, Andrea,Maggie, Lindsey, Abbey Hoff. ...if i forgot anyone sorry about that lol.
2. name some of your guy friends. Mike M, Mike K, Shawn, Joe, Kurt, Joe from appleton, Kris, Dustin, Adam, Scotty g, JJ,Josh Slew.Andrew.Austin.Kevin a guy i met. hmm...Cody, Chase,Josh Miller, Gerry, Kyle, Ceasar, Adhali sorry if i forgot anyone i know i did i just cant think lol
3. what friend have you known the longest? Jessy or Chrisseh
4. what friend have you known the shortest? Ceasar/Cesar or however you spell it it confuses me lol
5. who do you call the most? probably Correh, JJ or Mia
6. who calls you the most? Correh
7. who do you talk to the most on IM? Mia or JJ
8. who do you talk to the most in email? Dan from hi5 or Tom from a chatroom
9. what friend do you have the most sleepovers with? Correh definantly lol
10. what friend do you get together the most with?Correh
11. what friend do you know the most about? Correh and Josh Miller probably
12. what friend do you take the most pictures with? umm.. I dno thats a tough one i think its either abbi or Jessy
13. which of your friends is closest in age? probably... hmm i dont know lol probably Abbey Hoff.
14. who do you have the most memories with? LMAO The Crisseh Crew and Correh
15. who do you have the most inside jokes with? Correh and Mia
16. which friends can sometimes read your mind? LMAO Correh and of course JJ hes psychic lmao
17. which friend do you trust the most? probably Chrissy and Correh
18. whos the funniest? LMAO!! probably Chase i never knew he was that hilareous until that one night at codys lol
19. who laughs the most? lol probably me but outta my friends probably.. Abbi or Josh Miller
20. whos the most giving? Josh Miller
21. whos most likely to be famous? Ill have to agree with Chrisseh Lindsey lol
22. who do you go shopping with the most? Correh
23. who do you go to the movies with the most?Correh lol
24. who goes online the least? Kayla probably
25. who is the most like you? ummm... probably Jessy yeh Jessy fer sure
26. whos house is your favorite? Correhs and Abbis and Josh Millers .
27. who has the most pets? umm probably me lol but outta my friends im not exactly sure most likely abbi
28. who do you have the most classes with?hmm I probably had the most with... ummm.. wow i really dont know lol
29. who looks the most like you? I dno.. noone really well me and jessy are the same height and wed have the same color eyes if i didnt have my contacts but our hair is completely different and she doesnt really wear makeup
30. whos your smartest friend? Chrissy definantly
31. who do you talk to on the phone the longest? Probably JJ or Joe yeh Joe actually lol
33. which girl friend do you have the most nicknames with? I guess it would have to be Chrisseh cuz we had all those nicknames on the back of our notebook way back in the day lol 34. which guy friend do you have the most nicknames with? ummm.. noone really i guess..
35. which friend is the shortest? probably.. Jessy
36. which friend is the tallest? Kelsey or Kayla
37. which friend lives the closest to you? WOW! lol umm probably Abbi
36. which friend lives the farthest from you? hmm probably... Marrissa.. or Emily
37. which friend has the wierdest obsessions? lol.. umm I dont really know Hilary I suppose lol
38. what friends sit with you at lunch? most of them lol 39. what friend eats the most? probably Grace and she still weighs like 10 pounds lol geez!!
40. which of your friends have a boyfriend/girlfriend? hmm Jessy fer sure lol i dno about most of the other ones cuz i dont really talk to all of them over the sumemr 41. which friend annoys you the most? probably Mike K lol but i still love him lol
42. which friend do you go into chats the most with? Hilary well last summer otherwise noone
43. who is your prettiest friend? probably Jessy, and Mia
44. who is your cutest friend? well girls.. Jessy again lol umm Libbeh and Kendra and boys.. Shawn and Andrew
45. who is your hottest friend? well Id have to say that would be JJ hes so hot! lol sorry i wont obsess lol
46. which friend has the nicest skin color: Kendra or Abbi
47. which friend swears the most: JJ
48. which of your friends have the nicest teeth?: Chrissy
49. whos the most outgoing? well Chrissy for sure thne theres me then theres me and Chrissy together LMAO then theres Libbeh and Kayla lol them too
50. who has the cutest laugh? I really love Kaylas laugh lol its not cute but its really funny, libbeh has a cute laugh.
51. who has the funniest laugh? Josh Miller fer sure lol
52. who has the nicest eyes? JJ
53. who has the prettiest hair? I really like Jessys hair
54. who has the coolest hair? coolest as in cooles style probably Hilary her hair always looks good.. even tho she always thinks it looks like crap lol
55. who is the most creative/artistic? Kayla probably
56. who has the nicest smile? That one would have to be Jessy and Libbeh lol dimples are so cute......
57. which of your friends helps you the most with tests/homework: Umm well im sure it would be chrisseh but i never ask anyone cuz i usually dont do it woops lol im workin on it im tryin lol
58. who would you die without? Mia, Jessy, Chrisseh, Joe, CORREH! for sure, lol umm... Andrew, JJ, all them people well id die without most of them
59. who is the sweetest? lol probably Kelsey shes really nice.. i consider that sweet lol
60. who wears the most makeup? probably Mia
61. who wears the least amout of makeup? Correh or Jessy i think
62. who is the worst at computers? LOL! JOE!! i sat next to him in computers in 7th grade and he sucked lol!
63. who understands you the most? Jessy and Chrissy and Correh probably

well alright there ya go hopefully that worked.. quote time.. lol
*I try to be myself its not always pretty or happy but its me*

*These cuts are leaving creases trace the scars fit the pieces.. tell your story*

*If I told you your all i ever had would you walk on me?*

*So I will cry a thousand more tears if thats what it takes to sail you home*

*Dont you see? its now or never cuz i cant "just be friends*

*Im not ashamed to have loved him for lesser things have caused the fall of greater girls than me, but i have no more tears for him, so the sky cries for us tonigh, i cant help but yearn for the love we once had and now have lost*

*Its the simple things in life that we forget. you hear him talking but dont hear what he said why do you make something so easy so complicated searching for whats right in front of your face but you cant see it*

*The warmth you miss I will no longer try to replace*

*Yes Im wishing my life away but those things ill never say if i could say what i wanted to say Id say i wanna blow you away be with you everynight am i holding you too tight?

*watch your thoughts they become words watch your words they become actions watch your actions they become habits watch your habits they become your character watch your character it becomes your destiney*

there ya go more quotes than usual.. their kinda stupid today hmm well.. ttul8a luv ya'll <3 Manda Joy <3

 

   1 comments

april
June 3, 2005   02:14 PM PDT
 
hi whats up i just can't write on hi5 anymore and i can't talk with my friends nick see ya later!

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